为昨天的我抱歉~

亲爱的，我为我昨晚的事道歉~对不起~
明知道你不喜欢我哭~但我真的控制不了~
凌晨3点钟写着心情日记，寂寞，无奈，激动的心情难免涌上心头~
但我真的~ 哭过就好了 =)
听你说你凌晨6点上厕所时，看到电话信息，还特地打开电脑看我的心情~很感动~也很内疚~明知道你生病着还要让你担心我~（我知道你会说这是应该的~哈哈）

我知道你很担心我，我不想要这个变化改变我们的计划~
毕竟我们都计划了很久~而且是个有意义的日子~
我真的不想取消~
我也不想要听你的意见~什么用你的钱租房子，在大学没钱时跟你拿钱用~
我爱钱~但不是这种方式~
我知道这是你想了很久又觉得这是很好的方式~这样一来我就不用担心钱的问题~
你觉得你是我的男朋友，所以你有责任给我钱花~
但，我真的不想要~

我想要去槟城做工的目的不只是为了钱~还为了你~
我在槟城的话，你就不需要跑到高渊去~车油很重本勒~
而且可以一直赖着你~感觉很好~❤
所以说，如果这次找不到薪水高的也没关系~有工作就可以了~
因为我至少赚了一个月跟你相处的时间❤
有钱也买不到哦~呵呵~~❤


昨晚我在想啊，我越来越少写日记了~原因是什么？
哈哈~
是因为我有了你这个活生生的日记本啊~
每天听我诉苦，唠叨，埋怨~哈哈~
我知道你很乐意，所以我没有要道歉的意思啦~ =D
有你这本活生生的日记本真好~不用上网~
只需打电话给你就好了~还省时间打字~哈哈
亲爱的，我爱你哦~❤

心情低落 =(

好久好久没有写心情日记了~没想到是在记录着不开心的回忆~
4/6/2013 失眠了~
考试压力？不可能~明天，不是，是等下的process writing 不会给我很多的压力啊~
不舒服？还好啊~心不舒服咯~

erm~我的心不舒服~
很失望~昨天下午收到一个电话，说着宿舍没有位子让我住，问我是否还要回去做工？
什么意思？宿舍会不够位子？那就代表着店也不需要人手咯？
你之前信誓旦旦给我的“承诺”~现在都只是个屁！
你：“放心，我已经reserved一个位子给你了，只要你开口要回来~一定没问题~”
现在呢？你就随便找个人打发我算了~
既然你人手够了，那我也不需要厚着脸皮回去看你的脸色~毕竟曾经看过你怎样对待我们之前的同事。只不过没想到如今我也中招了~
当然啊~我们这种做一两个月的，你怎么可能会特别照顾？难得有新人入行~当然是以长远之计来打算咯~毕竟你是个老板喜爱的好员工~但却不会是员工敬爱的好上司~
记得你曾经在那只差两分钟就可以claim OT 的时候，把灯关上，叫我们都回家去~ 剥夺我们claim OT 的权利~ 所以说嘛~老板怎么会不爱惜你呢？
我不爽！但我无能为力~因为我明白现实社会的黑暗~人情味也稀薄了~
有些事情是强求不来的~
谢谢你放弃了我~让我有机会，有借口可以找我没有尝试过的工~因为怎么说，这应该是我最后一次打假期工了吧~
但说真的~ 很少店会请我们这些只打一两个月工的大学生吧？但我还是会试试~

我需要工作，我需要钱~
我明白有些人会说：“难得放假就好好放松，在家休息~”
但我真的做不到！呆在家不会有钱掉下来~ 我家不是富裕人家~ 我更不会伸手向家里拿钱~我明白家里的状况~我明白我必须坚强~我必须振作~我必须是个让家里骄傲的好孩子~
我不想我还是家里的负担~或许这是一个生长在贫穷人家孩子必须学会的事~
眼泪流过就算了~没有人会同情的~到最后还不是自己一个人擦干泪水还有很坚强的爬起来向大家微笑说着：我很好！
虚伪！社会就是如此虚伪！谁不是为了要好好过日子而选择当一只会摇尾巴的哈巴狗来讨大家欢喜！
:''(
加油！

该笑着哭？还是哭着笑？

成绩出炉了~第一眼注意的当然是总分~
“3”
hiu~ 幸好刚刚好如我的愿~

但却也看到了c- Perhubungan Awam!!!

我的心真的受伤了T.T
一直也只是在祈祷着考好成绩~
不要低过3分~
还真的刚刚好3分~但为什么还会有一科长成酱子？

以为总分ok~ 全部科目就不会怎样啦~
为什么要酱对我？

我不要retake！
我不要看她那死人样！
我不要!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

成绩要出啦~~怕怕

终于啊~害怕的时刻还是到临了~
真的很担心吖~
希望一切顺利~
让我开心的过年~过情人节吖~
拜托拜托~

只能怪自己不够努力咯~
才会这么担心成绩~
希望不要太难看啦~~

po pi po pi~~

Holidayss :)

holiday la~ oh~not yet~ i still hv a 5Days4Nights d 7.9camp :)

nvm~ enjoy 1st :)

my Johor coursemate stay my house for 2 days~

15/1/2013

hang out with my dear coursemates Lem, Yian Ling~ n Yian Ling 2 pretty cousin~

Sunway Carnival Mall~ 

cheong K n Black Ball today :))

Lem back usm with her fren~

so~ tonight i m alone la~

16/1/2013

Hang out again~

with my another dear fren~ Anggie, Yenn, Jia Yi~ 

hehe~1st time hang out with Jia Yi~ ❤

Queensbay Mall today~

actually today is Movie day~~

but...

change plan~

Cheong K again~~

hahaha

唱到没气了啦~~ 

level 7 mia spicy ramen~

oooohhhhh~~

sooooong!!! hahaha

someone become sausage lips la~~

wakakaka

go auto city at night~

accidently meet Jia Qiang n Lily there :)

17/1/2013-21/1/2013

Go camp lu~

虽然人数真的很少~但少有少的好~

我们还是玩得很开心~

珍惜跟你们相处的时间~ :)

这次的培训真的获益不浅~

有两首创作歌哦~

真好 :)

yeah!! Holiday start now!!

let's party!!! woohoo!!! ❤

201314 ❤

好有爱的日子吖~
星期5❤2013❤1❤4
我有跟他讲哦~~ ^^

3/1/2013
fight for my 1st paper in semester 3
Madam Yussalita~ thank for ur teaching~
thanks for the tips 
hahahaha~XD

now need continues fight for the next paper~~
kah yao!!!

just now using the burn fat mia lotion~~
almost burn my skin~~!!! OMG
dunno y~~ b4 nvr happened~~
scare die~~
dunwan use liao la~~
T.T

Back Jungle, Fight Final!!!

冬至1st time 搓汤圆 in UUM~haha

not bad right~~^^

Home sweet home ❤

why 1 week "study week" pass so fast geh ><
i hvn study leh~~@@
but i totally enjoy my "holidays"~
hahaha~~~everyday go out~

22/12/2012

十二生肖 CZ12~nice!!! 

celebrate our 1st Christmas ❤

just a simple dating with u~

movie & dinner~

I like it ^^

Black ❤

23/12/2012

hang out with u ^^

movie again~新兵正传~

haha

Blue today ❤

Christmas present ❤

Siang Siang ❤

24/12/2012

countdown Christmas in auto city~

too many ppl liao~

back jawi "super cafe" haha~

but...

happen some sadness things~

we quarrel  :''(

1st time ><

sad#cry#sorry bii

（White toDaY ❤）

25/12/2012

Merry Christmas!!

Hang out with my dearss ❤

shopping!! shopping!! shopping!!!!!! xDD

u come find me settle our quarrel~

I m really sad~ I tot v will end soon~I scare!! I dunwan!!

I m really love u~

cry#

finally settle~

both of us oso dunwan give up!

we love each other!

^^

（Red tOdaY ❤）

26/12/2012

movie again again!!!

金童玉女

after movie we chat a lot~

u know i m still feel moody with the quarrel~

thanks bii~ 

finally we settle~

no more sadness! no more moody!

I love u ❤

（Grey today ❤）

不可思议~~我们竟然每天穿同样颜色的衣服~哈哈~❤❤❤

27/12/2012

hang out with dearss again!!

rajauda TOMYAM!! 

沿海地带~

i m coming~xD

28/12/2012

BACK JUNGLE~~ 

bye bye~

c u next year baby, dears, mami, papa, didi, nibong tebal~ 

December ❤

12/12/12

百年难得一见的日子~
但还是让我遇到~
这么特别的日子~但你我却分各一方~
Is ok! 
you are always in my heart~
I m always in your heart too ❤

Grand Dinner tonight :)

13/12/2012

7.9 farewell~
Good Luck to all Lao Jiu~~ :P
really happy to join this BIG family in UUM~
I love u all ❤

14/12/2012

Dance performance In the event Shining Of Light ❤
this also will be my last performance in semester 3 :)

17/12/2012 

half year for us~ ❤
appreciate that u make my life beautiful~
wish can hv more n more half year in our life~ my dear~
I love U ❤

18/12/2012

tmr are my ko ko birthday, Mandy mummy Birthday, & Lee Min Zhee Birthday~
woohoo~~
HappY BirthDay la~~ :)

Today is FriDay~

Yesterday (7/12/12) MPP Event~ Hand In Hand under the moonlight ❤
Go to support 7.9!!!
three emcee are from 7.9 ^^
summore Kelvin n Daphne hv perform also ^^
nice :)

I love 7.9 ^^

the coming week will also is a busy week!!

Sunday: 7.9 meeting~ Add drop!!

Monday: 

Tuesday: Role play!

Wednesday: (PERKOM) BBQ + MISC Grand dinner >.< **how to eat?? 

Thursday: Quiz!! 7.9 Farewell
Friday: Dance Perform

i wan go Danok la!!! hate no time!! hate it!!

Add drop week for semester 3 start from tomorrow!!! 
sad again~~
not said will offer "event management" as our minor paper!!
but why is not for next sem!! wtf!!
hate hate!!

I HATE MYSELF CANT HARDWORKING BIT!
STUDY PLEASE!!!

Mystery December 2012

December~always is...

• End of the YEAR~
• Christmas month~
• count down for the NEW YEAR~
• Dong Zhi month~(吃汤圆)
• Holidays for primary, secondary student~
• Study month for University student~
• Party month~(25/12) (31/12)
• Gathering Month~
• .......

BUT....

December 2012 will be a mystery month for whole the world~

why???

21/12/2012 will be THE END OF THE WORLD??

but have others saying is 21/12/2012 will be a dark day~
n this situation will continues 3 days~
In this 3 days~all technology r useless~ 
Malaysia will have a very very very cold weather...maybe in negative degree~
once u can get through this 3 days~ then u will be safe~ 
after that we call it REBORN~ 

NOW...
we only can waiting here~ n do nothing~
my fren keep asking those who still stay in UUM to prepare the dry food~~ like maggie, bread, biscuit....to get through that 3 days~
speechless ><

I wan go back home~
if really is the end of the world~ then i still can stick with my family~ hehe

Enjoyed the Moment ❤

a busy week~~

20/11/2012 (Tuesday)

Dancing night ❤

we are Dancing Family ❤

22/11/2012 (Thursday)

singing competiton + 7.9  performance ❤

My look ❤

我：听说爱情回来过~~~~

你：回家 ~~~~

❤

with my very Geng coursemate :)

so "ngam", i just next to her 

haha :)

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7.9 performance~~❤

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Thanks for the blessing from my dears frenss, my bii~~

Sorry that i let u all disappointed~ 

even i din get any reward~ 

BUT~!!!

I get experience~!!!

awesome~!!!

I really enjoy it so so much :)

Thanks for giving the chance~~

I will improve myself~~ ^.^

Gambateh~!! ;)

December is coming soon~~ Santa Claus ❤

we wish you a Merry Christmas~

we wish you a Merry Christmas~

we wish you a Merry Christmas~~~

and the

HAPPY NEW YEAR ~~

I LOVE DECEMBER ❤

I LOVE SANTA CLAUS~
??？

NO~!!!

I LOVE THE PRESENTS ❤
hoohoohoo~~~ ❤

喜欢不代表适合？

喜欢不代表适合？

我喜欢唱歌不代表我可以唱得很好？

我喜欢跳舞不代表我可以跳得很好？

被约到一起去参加唱歌比赛~

那种心情既兴奋又害怕~

是！我爱唱歌~我也觉得我唱得不错啊~哈哈

但~ 不是我个人觉得就可以了~~~~~~~~~~

世界是残酷的~！！适者生存~

朋友都说到：去拿经验~这只是小型的比赛~没什么好怕的~~

可我就怕啊~~~

自信心作祟~ @@

Haiz~~~~~~~~~~~~~

那。。。我还要继续吗？

my 2nd holiday ❤

12/11/2012 ( YING YING'S bIRtHdAY)

My holiday was full of planning n busy preparation for san jie’s 21th birthday~~

We rent an apartment for doing steamboat & can gather all “sister brother”~~hehe

so many Foods here~~ excited~~haha

1st time make the hotdog sushi :)

I know is not nice in look~~ but not bad in taste~

n FULL of my HEART ❤

hahaha~~

but someone complain got chili sauce inside >.<

ok lo~~ next time do special one for u lo ❤

haha~~

Yeah~~!!! I LIKE IT ❤

HappY BIrthDay san jie ❤

yeah~~ finally i have pillow talk with u all :)

but Pinky dear was damn tired~ early early sleep liao >.<

but i know u r tired la~~ rush to Penang once u finish ur work ~~ Touching ❤

THE NEXT DAY (13/11/2012)

Shopping Day :)

许留山~ Mango flavor dessert ❤

like like like ❤

THE LAST DAY BEFORE I BACK TO UUM (14/11/2012)

Hang out with U ❤

was a nice night because U r by myside ❤

miss the moment with U ❤

Love~~ ❤

is already 1 year ago~

11.11.11~~ my grandma was pass away~ is already 1 year but it still fresh in my mind~
i still remember the time i just back from home to uum... i just enter the UUM entrance~
my phone was rang, is my brother, suddenly i hv a bad sense ><
: yan,  grandma leave us already...
i cant control my tear~ even i m in the bus, n beside me is an unknown... :'''''''(
i need a shoulder :''(
I cry the whole night~ then the next morning, i direct back home~~

the situation was very sad >.<
all relative r with sadness face n keep crying there~ 
my tear was uncontrolled~~ 

one year already~~
I miss you, grandma~~
hope u everything fine in the other world~ 
stay happy with grandpa :)

Again Home Sweet HOME ❤

balik kampung~~ o~ o~ o~ balik kampung~~

hahahaha~~

today when i back from uum to alor star, 
hv a blind man come up the bus, 

but there was no one to give around the seat for him..

i wish to give, but i hv a laptop bag n handbag, 

so i m looking for someone can help~

but that was no one~

finally a China girl give around her seat to the blind man~~ ^^

Malaysian people really no comity spirit >.<

include me lo ...

but my holiday will shorter than others..

cos i will go back early for study n preparation for event~~

20th--evening hv exam

--night hv dance performance

22nd--night hv sing performance

28th--PR (Health in our hands) event

i still need to draw 15 pieces of t-shirt before the event~~

not enough time la~~~ 

>.<

Effect to the future of the technology and nation

Effect to the future of the technology and nation

We are living in a state-of-the-art technology century, everything are going to upgrade. Everyone is going to have a better and high technology life in future. 

If we are not wisely using the technology, we sure will have a negative effect in future.

For the considerate of our future, everyone please make sure don’t let the technology influence you in bad way.

Today's Teenagers are Tomorrow's Leaders!! 

Advantages and disadvantages of handphone on teenagers

Advantages and disadvantages of handphone on teenagers

   Advantages  

•  As an Aid in Emergency Situations

When accident, you need a handphone to call  an emergency service or a towing   service in case of a tire blowout while driving. Many new phones are also includes GPS location technology. This are allowing parents to pinpoint the location of their children. Or you can find out it when your handphone was lost or be stolen.

•  Connect with others

For those teenagers who are leaving home to study or work can make a voice call or video call with their family although they are in two different countries. We also can use the Short Message Service (SMS) through handphone. Just text and send to friends or family with a lower cost. Moreover, nowadays teenagers are using smart phone to online Facebook, MSN, WhatsApp to connect with friends or family.

•   Can study in anywhere, anytime

With the applications in smart phone, teenagers can online to searching information, online dictionary, online library, and so on. It is easy for them while they are waiting public transport or in free time.

Disadvantages

• Health problem

Teenagers nowadays were always sticks with their handphone no matter     sleeping, even taking a bath. This will influence their eye’s vision. In addition, they are not enough time to sleep, this will make them easy to get sick.

•  Become lazy

Teenagers are addict with their applications in smart phone. They online, play game, chit-chat, when they are in classroom, in home, or anywhere. This will make them lazy to do other things like assignment, study, homework, housework and lots. Moreover, now can order delivery food, online shopping just through internet, teenagers will become lazier.

What are the features of non-communication?

What are the features of non-communication?

Nowadays, everyone are using smart phone, laptop to online for searching information, booking the movie ticket, online shopping, order delivery food and so on. Everything was through internet.  The modern of technology maybe will make human become lazy and lazy. Just click few buttons, and then you can enjoy your meal, have a new dress, done your assignment. In the same time, your money also will fewer and fewer with clicking few buttons. 

Teenagers now are cannot raised his head when walking. Why? This is because all are busying to play their smart phone no matter when they are walking, studying, meeting, even sleeping. There have lots of applications that you can download to your smart phone. “WhatsApp”, “Facebook”, “YouTube”, “camera” , “music”, “video” and so on. In addition, you still can download games to play.

Can you imagine how the world will be if without technology? 

example of technology

EXAMPLE OF TECHNOLOGY

In this state-of-the-art technology century, everything was joined by technology. For example: technology in education, technology in medical, technology in business, technology in communication, technology in electronics. 

Technology in Education :)

Technology in Electronics

Technology in Medical 

Technology in Business 

Technology in Communication